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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

only had like 3 hours of sleep since saturday, should be feeling very tired now.. but just cant get to sleep.
nothing much happened today or this weekend, but i think we are starting to drift apart again, itz again him in his world and i'm just left alone in the cold. i dont know why am i always feeling like that, he always says that i am being TOO SENSITIVE!!! but i dont think i am.
i'm always having this feelings. itz like so near yet so far, i dont know what is he thinking nor do i know what is he like. all of a sudden he's become a total stranger to me, some one whom i see everyday but i dont know him at all. itz really hard staying alone, i miss my mama's screaming and banging of doors. i miss the noise that they make when ever they watch a show. i'm starting to hate my life once again, why do i have to go thru all this ? i really dont understand at all.. not even a single bit.
I'm missing baby T now, he's made me laugh and cry. but overall he's still very innocent, and if he's happy he is happy, he does not wear any mask ard. haiz.. i am so tired all of a sudden.. i'm tired of guessing and thinking what is in ur mind!
i think i just need a job to take my mind off this probs now. i need money and i need a life!

BK : you may think that i am jus being SENSITIVE but i'm not my feelings nv fail me once. and you siad that you have close the ACCT but i still see you having alerts from that web! why do u have to lie to me? do u know why we became like this in the first place? haiz.. i'm tired of thinking what u wan and wat u gonna do. i think i shall jus ignore everything i see and hear!

♥ Missing Baby T @ 4:44 AM