Haiz, as i thot everything was going smoothly.. that stupid idiot went to tel BK about some things that i had hide from him. i didnt wan to say cos i didnt wan all this to happen! but itz all happening now! haiz, i am feeling suckie now. BK says he's okie, but i guess no one will be okie after hearing wat has happen lor. even i myself cannot be okie lor! haiz, am feeling like shit, BK is feeling 100 times worst then me. so i shall not complain. *zip* today is saturday and baby T is not with me, he's out with his yeye. and i am hm playing games on FB. boring! can never break anyone's lvl. sad.. i am starting to understand why my mama say if u dont know jus ask dont have to feel ashame. i asked BK's boss on hw to play and he told me and kinda gave me some tips and i am doing better! yeah!!! wahaha
dont know when i can leave the shadow of my pass, last night BK told me abt some one i know for awhile and is quite in good terms with me say i'm a PLK can, it really hurts deep in.. but comparing the hurt that i've given to BK is like penuts.
i shall really sit down and think wat i really wan in life le.
BK: am really sorry, but i will really prove to u de! thank you for all ur kindness and your wei da de ai. when u tell me tat you told him that you will pick up all my rubbish for me. i really feel like shit cos i'm the one always giving you heartach! ♥ Missing Baby T @
5:19 PM
LynWong Mama
22 july 1987
gigalbyt3@hotmail.com
I'll w.a.n.n.a.
be slimmer
be prettier
be richer
be a better mummy