Sunday, September 27, 2009
its like 1am and am not tired, a lot of things happened lately, not going to mention anything about it. well, itz really getting rather boring during the weekends, i simply dont know what to do anymore.. am just tired, and mayb lazy to go out and have fun. haiz, am just another bitch lah.. when i get to go out, i dont even want to leave the house. but when i dont get to go out, i will wan to go out! wat the hack is this man.. sicken.. wahaha.. oh.. Riao is about to go kong, 19 human yrs she's really an old cat. but she is give the family a whole load of headache, cos we got to plan what kind of food to give her. as she does not wan wet food now. and fresh fish is like not good too.. so i seriously dont know what the hack she wants to eat at all!! roars!! am having back stomach cramps now.. sobz.. and no one to sayang me~ haiz..
evryone seems to be happily attached married, and me? the lonely soul around.. haiz.. tired..
♥ Missing Baby T @
12:54 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
just finished paiting my nails, waiting for them to dry totally, so am here blog-ing.
a guy friend of mine is finally attached, and am not feeling very good, mayb becos of some reasons.. but am glad that he has found love. everyone around me seems to be happily attached and married.. but i'm still that lonely soul around.. oh well shall get to sleep soon.. i think i am rather not in the position to say anything.. oh well to my friend i really wish u all the best with ur found love~ take care everyone..
♥ Missing Baby T @
2:41 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Today was the super sleep in day, even triston was sleeping till like 1.35pm. wahaha.. he was sleeping in with me, but he has got more sleep than i do! he's out with my parents having a birthday dinner with my first aunt (bishan porpor) they all love him, wander why.. going down to vivo again late.. waiting for my sister-inlaw to finish her toilet. then it's my turn.. hahA!! when do the time and day pass so fast.. another 3days of holiday gone. feeling sad and happy.. sad cos i cant slack anymore, happy cos i need to stay working my brain, its kana slow now.. almost brain dead.. haha~ oh well shall post again, too lazy to upload picture from my phone.. got a few funny sleeping pose of triston.. haha!! shall post again.. so long~
♥ Missing Baby T @
5:47 PM
Saturday~
Saturday morning, went over to ICA building to Collete triston's passport. then headed down to bugis to have breakfast. it was raining cats and dogs, but everyone knows that when ever triston is out it always rained. haha~
walked around bugis with T and his dad. bump into jaslyn, bought some nail polish @ her work place TheFaceShop. rather cheap wor.. it has been like 2 yr since i last had my nails painted.
then hang around had a drink before asking KBK to send triston back for him nap. then went over to bugis village to look for small kiddo umbrella, cos i promised T, but cant seem to find any. then sms-ed my cousin, and met her @ vivio for shopping spree, so bus-ed down from bugis. shop til like 8.30 bus-ed back home to wait for T to come back from his dad side..
sunday~
woke up @ 11.30 had breakfast slacked and bathe T, cousin came and had mahjong with my family, had Old Chang Kee cos cousin bought alot over.. @ 3pm had a nap with triston while they played mahjong. then played with T watched tv and blah blah.. oh well sunday did nothing.
Daddy going over to china to look for his GF. wahahha~ hope he has fun and will be less grumpy when he comes back~ cant wait to go penang in dec. woot! i know its only malaysia.. but itz the first time going with T mah.. oh.. T might be going over to hong kong with porpor in oct. not too sure if it's comfirmed. but most likely it will happen..
am stil waiting for jaslyn to meet up with me lor.. sobz.. had been waiting like almost a week.. she keeps forgetting to bring it out if not too busy to even meet me.. feeling sad cos my phone is breaking down soon.. haiz.. it always say no network and i have to restart my phone! and i gotta do that like 5 to 7 times a day~ haiz.. jaslyn~ when will u be able to meet me? sobz..
will post again with some funny picture's of T soon.. haha~
salamate hari raya ~
♥ Missing Baby T @
5:33 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
feeling very very sad after watching 2 clips on FB, first it was 3 children left to die in some remote places of the world.. then was china's dog meat factory.
itz very very heartbreaking to me now.. i cant slp @ 6.24 am!! the pain is like stabbing a million and gazillion knifes into one's body.. i really dont know why?!
i always wander, why were they given life but have to suffer in this way.. they had no food to eat and was left to die in the open without anything! its really very heart breaking.. am aching and bleeding in the heart.. am feeling breathless cos i'm too sad.. i'm very lost, i dont know why the world has to be in this way.. why are ppl treating little children like dirt. if there wont be any children in our lives, we will nv find happiness.. children are the root of every parent's happiness... i am seriously tearing when typing this post, i can nv nv make myself feel better anymore.. they are living children! and children of ur own.. how could u really leave them there just to die! they were so hungry that they could not even sit up they were so dirty and were crying, who will ever hear their cryS? i guess no one! not even their own parents! ='(
dogs are man's best friends.. why are we all eatting them? i guess only china ppl are still eatting them.. they are the world most cruel ppl on earth.. they kill thoes animals like it was just cutting some non-living thing.. all this dogs has feeling and they were just caged up and waiting for death! how their gov stil be letting this dog meat factory running! they way they killed the animals is like leaving them to bleed to death! why make them suffer so much when killing them?! am feeling very shity abt it.. this makes me hate CHINA ppl even more! cos they are cruel, useless, dirty, shamless, noisy, bitches and bastard!!!
hope those dogs that were killed to in that cilps, will always haunt thoes man that killed them... they should try getting cut and left to bleed to death like the way they did to thoes poor dogs..
very very emo now.. cant think or breath right now... smoking and puffing non stop.. the children and dogs of those clips will forever stay in my heart.. they will always be in my prays..
♥ Missing Baby T @
6:22 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
i dont know why, but i am feeling very sad now.. haiz, dont know what on earth is going on with me.. sadded... feeling very very very excited that i can get a new phone.. but.... i haven got chance to meet up with her and get the phone.. sad sad..
♥ Missing Baby T @
3:31 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Its a rather tiring week.. the other side didnt pick T up for the weekend, Having T sick the whole week with flu and cough, and bad rash at the butt area. it was a rather bad week for him and the whole family, everyone's worried that he's not getting better.. but so far so good lor.. friday night went out for late night supper @ redhill market, triston was the hero.. haha! he went with kouFu to help kill the roaches! haha! aunt jacq was running every where! haha~
saturday didnt had much to do, sunday went to swim, eh not me.. bought T to swim.. trying out his new swim wear.. haha~ super cute shall take a picture of that one of these days..
so many things happened this week, sick T, T with bad rash, ooh ya.. T said this to me the other day.
T : mummy go find new papa.. (can u believe it?)
L : who teach u to say that?
T : yeye and kuku~
L : ooh.. okie.. (smiled)
WTH?!?!?!? who will teach a child to say this kind of things?!
So this made me super pissed okie~
i sms fattie, and i said that they can forget abt bring T back or spend the weekend with him already. first he always goes oover and come back sick or with bad bad nappy rash. as a mother will u let him go out with ppl that dont pay a single cent and only know how to make the poor child in pain? and they are their so called father and grand father!!! omg~ am going mad talking abt it...
oh well i really dont know wat to say or do to this kind of useless and hopelesss ppl~~ they are the i am a good grandfather and a good father... but the poor child is not even taken care of properly~~~ oomg... i really think i should stop all this.. if not my son with come home one day with a tattooo on him or mayb become a sumseng.. haiz..
♥ Missing Baby T @
2:30 AM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Oh well, today he didnt go to work again. haiz i seroiously dont know what he wants in life. dont know why am i feeling like shit sobz.. he says he's out with some other friends. but i keep having that kind of feeling that he is out with some girl or what so ever. if it is so jus tell me!!! hate staying around thinking about all this. makes me wanna faint everytime i think about it. haiz!!!i think i am feeling jealous becos when i was with him, he didnt even want to take a off or a MC to accompany me! now it proven that friens & gfs are more importan then his family and wife. in this case why should i bother feeling shity abt it? haiz, i just dont know what i wan. mayb i should get a new man to fill this part of me. mayb someone who can jus give me love and treat me like i'm their one and only! no men in my entire life make me feel so unimportan lor! he is the first and i hope is the last! haiz, tired of all this.. even he's out the whole day he didnt even bother sms me or what so ever. i had to sms him, sometimes even i did, he wont reply~! u call this chaging your ways? i dont know where to start anymore. the more i wan him to chage the more disappointed i will get. mayb i should really let go and find another one better!
T is sick and i didnt have a good night sleep this two nights. *yawns*
hope T is getting better~
♥ Missing Baby T @
6:20 PM
hihi!!
T is sick, poor boy cough so hard at night and had fever last night.. see already also very heart pain. there is nothing i can do for him.. so poor thing lor.. haiz, feeling a useless mother. didnt sleep much the whole night, now got panda eyes already. sobz..
dont know wat to post also.. jus very tired... wahahahaah
♥ Missing Baby T @
1:44 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
Well well well, its been a long long time since i posted here. been very busy the past whole month, moved back home with my parents and I'm always stuck with T so cant really online, until he goes to sleep.
nothing much happened lately, did a hair cut and set my hair, trying to see if i look good in perms.. ha ha.. i am super in love with that, but everyone thinks its too old looking for me.. so maybe i shall rebound and cut some cool hairstyle.. wahahaha..
haiz, lately, I've told him that i didn't love him right from the start of this marriage, but am seriously, am not very sure. I'll still get jealous when ever i see a new number on his mobile and if he has been asking number from other girls. okie i admit that i don't only feel like this with him? i always feel like this after a break up with my ex.. ha ha, i think i am those that cannot lose ba? oh well, just went to peek into his FB acct, guess whaT? what he sent really hurt me. cos i nv did it b4, i only read and ask him. i never deleted any of his message lor!!! haiz.. the messagewas like this.
HI THERE
Between Krystalbel 'En and boon kiat
Boon Kiat 文杰 July 30 at 5:09pm
thanks for addin mi. i ah kiat here. stayin at common wealth. 27 this year. my contact is 90280740... care to intro ?
could not see what she sent back to him, he has already deleted that. but the next msg that he sent out is really like shit!!!!
hi hi
Between Krystalbel 'En and boon kiat
Boon Kiat 文杰 August 27 at 12:02am
thanks, btw can i have ur number. my number is 90280740. pls sms mi ur number, dun message mi via facebook cos got ppl will read my message then delete it. thanks, hope to hear from u soon........... take care
oh well, i guess i have to learn to let my ex all live their life. i shall not ever open up their accounts.. ha ha... i am just too kpo can?
curiosity hurts the most!
♥ Missing Baby T @
12:49 PM
